Horizonte
“On the stage of the Châtelet, I hear my voice reciting Victor Segalen’s verses. Motionless in the darkness, I am on Horizonte. We feel like strangers in this place, and this feeling unites us.
The huge black curtain rises in German style, high up in the fly tower. Behind the cyclorama, the blue five-kilo spotlight blinds us. It’s the signal, Horizonte steps forward with determination; imbued with the words of the travelling poet, we enter the shadow theatre.
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With him, I am no longer alone in my skin. Horizonte dances for me, gradually opening up and freeing himself, and I feel something very lofty. He is focused; his movements are now free from the constraints of his weight, there is gentleness in his gestures. He sets his own pace, metronomic, vibrant, almost swinging. Passage, piaffe, passage en arrière, the moment of suspension in each diagonal is a space that I welcome into the small of my back. The reins hanging loosely, his ears remain the highest point, his neck slightly bent, his muzzle well forward of the vertical, he never flinches.
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My legs and hands descend vertiginously; I let myself go, opening my body and heart to his confidence… A well-understood energy never runs out.
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What Horizonte offered me, I knew how to gather, take care of, assert and patiently nurture. He too wrote history, the history of Zingaro, and his piaffe gave it meaning.
You can sit on a horse’s back your whole life and go nowhere, but Horizonte took me to the limits of the imaginable. He opened up the magical space of the stage for me, where I was able to present more daring, more intimate ideas. Without horses, I would never have dared to set foot in these places where only the voices of men are heard.
Excerpt from D’un cheval l’autre, Bartabas, Éditions Gallimard, 2020